Last Day

Yesterday was your last day on your night assignment and now you are among the day working people again. I'm hoping that since you are no longer at home alone - bored - that the porn will stop. Of course now that you will little time to check it out you will take every opportunity that I'm gone for any extended period of time to take a look. You know - hair cuts, getting nails done etc.

I did again joke with you yesterday, "I guess this is the last day you will have alone with your girlfriends". Again you didn't find it funny.

I did check your History and its been cleared so I'm sure you did have a look one last time... hopefully it is the last time.

*sshole

Yep you are still an *sshole. I go out of town and I even joke about you staying away from your "girlfriends" and every day I was gone you went to visit them. I bet you couldn't wait till I stepped foot out the door so you could get on the computer. Even the last day before I came home you had a friend over and you had to kick him out of the house so you could have a little alone time before I got back. I'm sure when you called to see where I was it wasn't because you really cared it was because you wanted to know how much alone time you had.

You scold your best friend for being addicted to beer and his wife not liking it and telling him he needs to grow and change yet you can't? What a joke.

Karma

I call it karma. when you continue to look at the porn then I really don't feel bad when you have cramps in your legs and feet that keep you from sleeping. Sorry that's just kind of how I feel.

You did actually go about a week without looking. I even went about a week without checking up on you. Funny the day I decide to look is the day you actually looked. Huh.

And what did you look up? Strap On Galleries. You know, I would love to try different things in our relationship. I've even bought a couple of things and you don't like the idea. But yet you go look it up online. Granted I've never bought a strap on. I know damn well you would never let me f you with it but I know you really enjoy watching it.

nothing

That time of the month came where I determined I should be ovulating, I took the ovulating tests - just to be sure - and it never turned positive. I guess I skipped a month and now that's another full month gone for possibly being pregnant. Hubby keeps sprouting out names.